Bwagh!!!! I'm in a middle of a meltdown

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I'm really sorry about this, I'm a bit of a runt. Eventhough I've been watching Heroes of cosplay, tonight while I'm making some cosplay ideas it doesn't mean I'm going to compete in one, so don't be ridculous. Anywho the real reason why I wasn't drawing anything is because of well ^^; (dramatic pause) I've been playing with disney magical world on my DS, There I said it. It's true!!! I've been playing with Disney's magical world nonstop! I know I have 71 stickers eventhough I want to reach to 100 it's been very difficult!!!! I don't know how much if I can go on!! I know you guys haven't heard about this game but can you at give me tips on the game! So that way I can try to finish this game really, really, fast!?!

Anywho I'm go to volunteer at a camp tomarrow, Since tonight I've watched a show on scifi called heroes of cosplay it got me very much intrested of designing a cosplay for an anime conventon. Even if it means going to a bronycon somewhere in the heart of florida. 

(calmed pause) sigh......now that I'm calmed I tell you more, as I was saying when I started watching Heroes Of Cosplay it's kinda like watching show that is only for geeks (no offense ^^; ) but it's a lot better than watching the same old junk on T.V. what I really liked about this show is that of cosplays they made. I'm interested about cosplays is because when I cosplayed for the first time I was worried of what people are gonna say about my cosplay because the first cosplay was that of cosplaying as tsukumi from Jellyfish Princess at megacon, but then I just let it roll, because what I learned is when you go to a convention you can cosplay as anyone you want! Even as your Oc's!! Thank goodness I didn't fall into pressure. But the one main thing of myself is that of my well....nose. ^^; embarrassing isn't it? because I was born with my dad's nose I thought I looked like my mom, but instead I looked like my dad, I'm just embarrassed of when I look at myself even from pictures, I looked as much as a disgrace of beauty as to everyone else, and people made fun of me for it.  that's why don't post pictures of myself on the internet, because I'm afraid that people would make fun of me. Eventhough I'm 21 I'm gonna wait to get a nosejob so I could be more well confident. Should I get a nose job or not? either way I'm trying to get rid of the acne on my face as much as possible.

I'm going to sleep I'll see if I can try to stop playing the game for a while if I have to.



yours truly
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PuddingValkyrie's avatar
Hey, you shouldn't be embarrassed about how you look.  I used to think I looked terrible because people would tease me, but then once I got out of college I was like 'hey, what were they even talking about??' (and I have a big ol' operation scar up half my left arm)  As for cosplay, cosplay whatever you want - it's for fun.  If anyone makes fun of you, don't let them win by taking notice, ignore them.