Feeling Far Behind

Sorry If I was very quiet for a while and of course for 2 weeks, well eventhough I was about to draw something that would inspire me, but instead It got me into some major artblock. And of course there had been some reasons why it's been that way, because I'm worried about going to the convention next week eventhough gramz' coming with us, I think she'll forget about it and of course my EX-boyfriend wants us to get back together, but he's not gonna get over the fact that I've been bringing this relationship down and If I get back together again for the third time eventhough I'm going to college in the fall and it had stressing me out eversince, its true I have a bad luck with boys. And it haunts me eversince. And plus there's another thing, since everyone had been talking about season 5 of My Little Pony:Friendship is Magic, along with a lot of people posting more and more frozen fanart everyone is going smooth sailing for everyone but for me I've been falling behind. And plus I've been behind on some of my tumblr blogs that I was suppose to keep up with but to tell you the truth many things that have been coming up lately I just don't even know when to keep up. And of course It put me a lot of strain to make me put one of my blogs on hiatus, and even if I go on tumblr it's gonna slow my computer down because of the number of posts and everyone knows that tumblr is known to post lots of weird stuff on tumblr.

Anywho I'm looking forward of east sunday tomarrow, and plus I logged out of facebook to take on a leave for drawing, except I still logged on to facebook through my phone I don't have a clear mind but still when you're autistic it makes you feel like you don't have a clear conscious.




P.S. I'll watch the season 5 episode of my little pony:friendship is magic tomarrow on watchcartoonsonline.