a BIG long explaination of my absences....

Okay, I'm sorry I didn't have any time to explain all this since my old laptop had been well.......freezing and caused a whole bunch of problems for me. But now that I got a new laptop it's time I want to set things straight. Even though I've installed everything into the new laptop and finally fixed the problem for installing Google chrome and of course it was buggy at first because of the ads and the annoying anti-virus software offers, but the biggest mishap is that of Google chrome keep on closing by it self and I have to keep on opening it back up, and of course not to mention the passphrase part on google chrome..actually since I've been trying to clean out by deleting some bookmarks on my bookmark manger which my google account have saved for me, just to make some space.

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Okay aside from the computer stuff, here's the big explanation that I really want to share with you:

        I know I know, sometimes I don't submit commissions and requests on time, but what occurs to me is that of things has would come up out of the blue, whether waiting for the laptop to load or going to some family function which I didn't wrote down on my planner for. And of course mountains and mountains of requests would give me some sort of an art block   meaning it would take me weeks to draw something to get out of this art block or sometimes I would use a base for the load of it. And mostly I've saved some artwork that isn't completed in my "unfinished" folder on my USB flash drive, and one my artwork is complete I would move it from the "unfinished" folder to my other folders with my complete artwork in it.

And I've missed some artist's birthdays because of that....

(besides just because I use a base on D.A. , it doesn't mean I'm a lazy artist I create art for fun, not fame! and yes I always credit them back!!)

And sometimes I would spend going through D.A. going to other artist's artwork and when I look at their oc's and suddenly I would feel very inspired and I always fave them on my Oc and canon character collections and possibly have the chance to draw them in my style. Besides I like drawing other people's oc's whether it's for a request or for gift art it doesn't matter I just love doing what I love to do. However eventhough I love drawing, I've gotten way behind on some fandoms, not to mention on my blogs on Tumblr, It had been very stressful to tell you the truth and sometimes I would stroll through other blogs on tumblr, sometimes the artwork on Deviantart and some other sites or outside online I would look through magazines for inspiration, my 2 favorite magazines are "Teen Vogue" & "Otaku USA" and read some manga and graphic novels I checked out from the library.

And last but not least I've been WAY behind when it comes to Oc's I've created, I've haven't gotten the time to create profiles for them because something would come up at the end, and it would be a major artblock that bugs the HECK out of me and when I've mention about falling behind on the fandoms I've really mean I've fallen behind on the Fandoms that I like!!! And possibly see something that I want to draw out.

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After learning from all this I've decided to do something about it, so I'm going to keep track on my artwork in any shape or form. Now that I have the gotten an new laptop yesterday I'm going to make sure that I won't fall on some important stuff and try to keep up with my tumblr blogs and other websites. And my planner is going to help me with that hopefully by then I don't want to miss out on some of the good stuff, I've written down a whole bunch of things on my planner and quite frankly I don't want miss out on some of the important stuff I've written down.

Anywho I got some things to do. Thanks for understanding